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Sunday, November 20, 2011

Comforting Fact No. 2

So i guess its time for the second one!

Some years ago, whenever i felt kind of emotional, i used to wonder how unlucky i am..that i have to go through such a difficult time just because i think too much about almost everything...for hours,i used to sulk alone in my room and wonder what if i go mad like this... and after my pillow felt completely wet under the cheek, i used to sit upright and decide that i am going to be a total villain next time. i'll be the evil one who doesn't care much and stays stone cold to everything... that i wont cry and i would be the kind of person who doesn't share much and acts all solid! and that would fix everything...simple!

:) and here i am..writing a blog...see how things change...
actually they don't.... i still do these things. what changes, is the way we take it...

just out of the blue, the picture of a Rubik's cube came to my mind right now.  well isn't our life like a Rubik's cube!!! yeah it is! so many colors, so many ways to solve, complicated... and involving....changing...with hell lot of turns n twists...isn't it?
but there's a nice part to it...
the comforting one..that is,

" Whatever has to happen, will happen... isn't much in our hands...but, WILL HAPPEN FOR GOOD.. for sure! " :)

yeah that is the way i understood...i don't have to be the evil one to fix things...they'll just get fixed!!

i'd love to share one experience.
now i don't remember the date but i guess it was in mid August this year, i was sitting on the side of my bed and staring into the bed-sheet... staring with glazed eyes completely lost in my thoughts...
sigh...that time was bad... just too bad...
sitting motionless and expressionless...

i'll never know what made me look up at the door.. my father stood there looking at me.
i gave him a quick look, avoiding eye contact. but he spoke out.

spoke out the words i believe in the most! the words everyone should believe in..
n he said-
"don't worry dear. just believe in the fact that whatever will happen, will be good and the best for you."

i don't know what made him say that then...but am thankful. :)
its comforting and wonderful.. i think the best way to solve our Rubik's cube!!

and after all.. the Rubik's cube looks nice and colorful even when unsolved....

just a beautiful collection of experiences, smiles and tears...memories of past and hopes for future is my Rubik's cube all about!! :)

comforting ain't it?! :)


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