breathing aimlessly

Its been fifteen days since i submitted a project on Embedded Electronics. It was meant to fetch me an internship certificate which ofcourse i will receive shortly. Even though i couldn't rope in an A grade, it does make me feel like i finally did something i can brag of!( which u can see of course :D)

So this project was all embedded blah blah....i wont get into that for my own sake.

BUT, so this project got finished on 3rd July n i submitted it away on 4th. well, the moment i clicked on the 'submit' button, i dropped back to being aimless all again.

quite enthusiastically i even decided that i'll try many more programs i'd in my mind. I even thought i'd take on another real project under my prof. at college..

believe me i haven't even looked at the embedded kit (it's a thing i worked on...whatever..) since 4th July.

then to give fresh start yo something else, i decided i'd start my GRE preparations, all i did was to open the ets website n continue on my facebook page..

seriously, at present it seems that my life is nothing but unopened plans n distant dreams. decorated with unwanted facebook pings.  

buried under a guilt of unattended plans and unfulfilled to-do lists, i make another one again.

complete cluelessness and utter laziness make me feel even worse than a goat.(also clueless on why 'goat' came in my mind for this comparison!!)